The Rabbi's Library
by Rabbi Joshua
Hammerman |
"Letters from
Camp"
(The Jewish Week
06/02/2006)
In just a few weeks, one of the
most important annual rituals of the Jewish calendar will take
place: an entire generation will be shipped off to summer camp. In
a flash, they’ll all be gone, banished to a world of enormous
mosquitoes, clammy bunk beds and off-key renditions of Kumbaya.
Why do Jews, especially, shell
out thousands of dollars to subject our kids to this?
I was rummaging through some old
stuff recently and came across postcards I sent home from my first
summer at overnight camp, when I was 10. It made me appreciate
just how well-adjusted my own children are.
“Dear Folks,
I went to the infirmary today.
I didn’t feel good. I’m taking pills and I can’t go swimming.
Everyone is reading my comics. Not only does my throat hurt, but
I’m getting dizzy spells. Please send safety pins. Love, Josh.”
“Dear Folks,
I’m still coughing a lot. I’m
homesick. I’m crying a lot. I don’t feel good. I don’t sleep so
good. I’m not eating good. I’m taking pills. I wish you could
send a bagel. I’m learning to speak fast Hebrew. Love, Josh.”
“Dear Folks,
I REALLY am sad now. I need
more food because I haven’t had anything to eat. My swimming
teacher is making me jump into the water but I don’t want to.
I’m scared of putting my clothes into the laundry because I’ll
lose them and they’ll come back different colors. Send ear
plugs.”
What’s funny is that I actually
loved camp—even that first year—because I discovered there what
children have been discovering about summer camp for decades, and
what Jews have known for millennia: When you leave home, you can
reinvent yourself. As Eric Simonoff writes in his recent book
about the American summer camp experience, “Sleepaway,” camp was
the place, “where I knew I wouldn’t be that weird, bookish kid who
always had his hand up in class—where, instead, I would be the
popular kid, the lifelong camper who knew all the counselors, all
the camp songs.”
Ever since the Garden of Eden,
abrupt displacement has been a prerequisite for growth. Dorothy,
Toto, Ulysses and the Psalmist would agree.
Thousands of years ago, the
Jewish exiles from Jerusalem sat by the rivers of Babylon and wept
for the home that was no more. They wrote a letter from camp that
came to be better known as Psalm 137. Ancient Babylon, with its
hanging gardens and spectacular ziggurats, was a metropolitan
marvel.
But for the Jews, brought there
after the destruction of the first temple in 586 BCE, this was
their first Exile. King Nebuchadnezzar’s Army Corps of Engineers
had constructed a massive network of canals and aqueducts feeding
from the Euphrates. These were the “Rivers of Babylon,” where the
Jews sat and wept for Zion. This system of canals, ironically,
proved the city’s undoing when the army of the Persian King Cyrus
was able to conquer Babylon 50 years later by wading through the
waist-deep waters of the drained rivers.
The Psalmist probably knew that
when Psalm 137 was written; for this Psalm takes the Jews on a
journey from Exile to restoration, from powerlessness to the
promise of return. It begins by those rivers, where the tormentors
forced the Jews to sing songs of their home; but singing those
songs was just what they needed. For in doing so, they learned how
to sing the songs of God on alien soil. They set up entirely new
institutions so that they would not forget Jerusalem; they called
them synagogues. They set up Hebrew schools. They wrote down from
memory all the stories and laws that had sustained them back home,
all those things they took for granted all those centuries. They
painted verbal pictures of what life was like back there in
Jerusalem, so their children would not forget.
They collected all these stories
and laws into a single scroll, which they called the Torah. And
these people came to be known by an entirely new name. They were
called Jews.
All this happened by the rivers
of Babylon. In the face of utter homelessness, they faced
Jerusalem and held it up above their greatest joy. Disregarding
their sorry lot and defying their tormentors, they forged a new
destiny. Psalm 137 marks the moment when the home team learned how
to win on the road.
It is a triumph we have repeated
time and time again, and through the experience of homelessness,
Judaism has become a stronger and more dynamic faith. The Torah
was a product of exile, so was the Babylonian Talmud and later,
the Kabbalah. It’s been like this from the very start, from
Abraham and Sarah, who were known as Ivri’im, Hebrews, from the
word meaning “to cross over.” They crossed over those same rivers,
leaving behind the very Mesopotamian soil where their descendants
would later weep, choosing homelessness in order to found a new
faith.
When Israeli novelist A.B.
Yehoshua bemoaned the uselessness of the Diaspora in an American
Jewish Committee forum last month, creating a major stir, he was
forgetting the centrality of portability and displacement to the
Jewish psyche. The Torah, whether given at Mount Sinai or redacted
in Babylonia, did not originate back in Zion. It originated,
rather, out of the yearning for Home. The Torah, essentially, is
God’s letter from camp.
We send our kids in droves to
Jewish camps where they’ll weep by bodies of water with names like
Gitchee Gumee, but in essence, they’ll be sitting by the
Euphrates, reenacting Psalm 137. And even when they sing Kumbaya,
they’ll be able to intuit the Hebrew translation of that title,
“Arise, God, and come forth.”
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